I’m Not Saying This Right

From Chapter 22: GREEN EARS EVERYWHERE
Ghazal 2166
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Once again, I am stirred in such a way that any bond you tie, I will tear apart.  
I am like the sky, like the moon, like the candle from your glow; all my reason, all my love, all my soul is for you.  
My joy is from your work, my intoxication from your thorn; wherever you turn, I will turn.  
I spoke wrongly, but speaking wrongly in this state is not surprising, for at this moment I cannot distinguish the cup from the wine.  
I am that madman who binds the mad; I am the Solomon of the mad.  
Apart from love, any form that arises from the heart, I will immediately drive out from the heart's courtyard.  
Come, you who left, for something that goes comes back; you are not that, nor am I.  
O denier, do not deny the hidden truths within the soul, for I will reveal the secret of your fate.  
From the love of Shams of Tabriz, from wakefulness and staying up at night, I am like a swirling, scattered particle.

Barks Interpretation

You bind me, and I tear away in a rage to open out